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last call for sin

January 21st, 2007 (11:16 am)
calm

current mood: calm

so i got to go to my first magic prerelease event on the yesterday. it was HELLA RAD (except when we first got there one passerby was like "where is it" and someone else was like "just follow the smell of unwashed nerds" and i was like "that's not nice" but it was kind of true). i actually won several matches (though i didn't actually win prizes like madler did since he pwned people. also matt pwned. well we all did team pwnage), which i was well-pleased with since it was my first tournamentz. except now i want to play more magics. also i really like the planar chaos set. i'm thinking of making a green/black deck of some kind. i've become really fond of the essence warden. i had two in my draft deck and they hella helped. i felt kind of bad for the mid-twenties kid whose friend kept saying "dude her health is going the wrong way" and he lost while i still had 18 health. also i decimated the only other girl i played (23 health when she was at 0 omgz).

i think that was the hella nerdiest paragraph i've ever typed.

i am quite fond of my classes this semester, except i had to drop anime which was mildly sad, especially since professor chu is leaving after this year. so, i don't know if it will be offered again.

some girl wants to be roommate. sadness.

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December 31st, 2006 (11:56 pm)

2006: the year of unexpected risks.
...frick, that rhymes.
ah, well.

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December 10th, 2006 (11:27 pm)
bored

current mood: bored

OH SNAP
THAT LAST ENTRY WAS EMO-TASTIC.
ALSO
CAPS LOCK IS CRUISE CONTROL FOR COOL.

movin' on.
snap i hate the shuttle real hard. you know, some of us don't have any more finals. and you know what we want to do?
or, what i want to do, which is all that really matters, anyway.
i want to go to best buy and purchase world of warcraft! that's right! i want my life to be consumed by
GOD DAMMIT CAR ALARM I AM GOING TO SLAP A BITCH
a video game. it will be AWESOME.
though, actually, i still have work to do. but, said work only consists of two more pages of an essay due tuesday. i just thought if i got wow today, it would be very exciting to play straight through until tuesday morning so then i could go, "oh, shit, i have a paper due in three hours!"
good times.
also, apparently people are very fond of the way in which i speak. this is most pleasing.

also i was mocked by the kid that hands out candles on friday. now, usually i take said candles, even though i am not jewish because, hey, free stuff for burning. but, that particuarly friday i had no pockets, so i gave my general brandeis excuse:
"sorry, i'm catholic."
to which he replied,
"psh, good luck with that."

OMFJESUS.
WTFZ.
way to be spreading god's love, you jackass.

anywayz.
snap i need thingz to be doin' over the next few days. maybe i will rally a non-final havin' crew and film that psa on syphilis (starring the earl of rochestor) that i wrote a way long time ago. word.

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November 15th, 2006 (12:54 am)
lonely

current mood: lonely

Today is a Pandora's Box sort of day, where your idle mind develops idle hands that itch at a part of your mind that is better left shut.

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November 13th, 2006 (02:33 pm)
hyper

current mood: hyper

snap i am going to slap a bitch, fo'serious. those 'hos down at shapiro campus center keep interfering with my cgx, and i am pretty close to marching down there and MAKIN' A SCENE YOU HEARD ME. honestly, though, i just want to beat the hell out of someone digitally. is that so much to ask?
word we should start a fight club at brandeis. that would be b.a.
no, it would be badass. i am retiring b.a., no one around here has virgin ears, etc.
well, in the literal sense i hope they would.
...ew snap i just totally freaked myself out.
man i think i am one of the most perverse, twisted people i know. probably another reason i don't say much, because i get into a conversation with people and five minutes later they are all, "JUSTINE PITTING BABIES AGAINST ONE ANOTHER IN A DEATH MATCH SITUATION IS NOT FUNNY" and i am all, "hurhur it would be if there was a fire pit."
actually the baby death show wasn't my idea. props to matt and david.
snap i am obsessed with this video, and i don't know why.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZBi4j8cj6Y
for some reason, i find how incredulous both those kids get over pokemon absolutely hilarious.
word there are a bounty of cuss words in this video, so do not watch it in the presence of small children.
or do watch it in the presence of small children, and take pictures of their horrified parents.
alright i have decided i am totally going to have the awesomest kid ever. also it will have to be a boy, because i don't think i'm capable of raising girl children. it would be frightening.
snap i would keep with this incredibly random entry but i am kind of hungry.
oh but also it has been almost three whole days without concentrated sugars and i have not died. i do miss ice cream, though.
also i really want the saviors of kamigawa deck for my magic collection, though it is either a) not out yet or b) not readily availble. boo hiss. i want to finish refining my life and death deck, though, and thusly require more cards. ALWAYS MORE NEVER ENOUGH that is all.

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October 27th, 2006 (09:12 pm)

alright word so i took a three hour nap in preparation for cgx-in', only to have it be cancelled.
OMG WTF BBQ.
alright so then i decided to take a walk and look upon the faces of those who deprived me of an evening of gaming.
MAKE YOUR OWN SUNDAES. WHAT IN THE HELL.
i mean, i am pro-ice cream, don't get me wrong. i mean, my priorities go:
1. video games
2. ice cream/other sugary products
3. sex
4. mtg. or maybe violent movies
BUT IRREGARDLESS BRANDEIS YOU HAVE DISRESPECTED ME AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF NOW THAT I HAVE CUSSED OUT SMALL CHILDREN AND PARENTS.
*location: shapiro campus center multipurpose room*
Me: Make your own sundae party? fuck this shit!
Parents: OMJESUS
yeah good times.
so now i have nothing to do. do you what i am doing at this point in time? EATING BREAD.
WHO THE HELL SPENDS THEIR FRIDAY NIGHT EATING BREAD.
SO NOW I AM HYPED UP ON NAPS AND CARBOHYDRATES, AND TOMORROW I WILL HAVE NO DELICIOUS WHEAT-Y SURFACE UPON WHICH TO SPREAD PEANUT BUTTER.
THANKS ALOT, BRANDEIS.

word i need stuff to do this weekend.
everyone is entertaining their parental units.

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Coin-Operated Boy

October 11th, 2006 (10:25 pm)

i love how i am paying $40,000 a year for cancelled classes. well actually i am not paying the school is paying itself. hooray for poverty!
but back to the topic at hand i have no classes tomorrow. i think this calls for waltham. perhaps i will go buy magic card decks and then spend whatever is left on food.

magic > food.

i recently lost one of the two rings i own. alas.
that brings my total of jewelry-type items that i own down to...two.
rock! i was never real big on the material good/sparkly objects scene.
except for electronics. man nintendo could put out a robot that eats the soul of its owner and i would be like "HELLZ YES i will take that."

massell quad is doing a game of assassin, which is the first thing this quad has done all year that actually rocks.
except for the majority of the people in massell don't rock, so there will probably be no assassin.
word i should start a private assassin game. that would be pretty radtastic.

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October 6th, 2006 (01:15 pm)

wow i created this livejournal about 6 months or so ago and have yet to update it. probably because i have not ventured into the livejournal pool to friend people, etc., and what is the point of writing down your thoughts if people are not available to belittle them.

other people go to college to become drunkards. i came to brandeis and learned magic: the gathering.
and cgx has consumed my life, which i am actually quite down with. back in the day in highschool, no one was down with video gaming, etc. i mean, you don't want everyone to be like you, that's not what i'm saying. it just would have been nice if there had been other people at my highschool who were different. and not the personality equivalent of white bread.

upon arriving at brandeis, though, i have been reminded of how much of a complete crazy i become around people that i am emotionally attached to, particuarly when they are boys. see, i become attached to people way too easily, but then those abandonment issues kick in, and it is all just downhill from there. and i hate it when i get all insecure around people, though, because usually i am quite confident. like, hey, i would bang me. but around boys i just become afflicted with some kind of personality paralysis. i end up freezing up around the people i actually want to talk to and making excuses for acting like a pathetic sap. or something. i think it is a survival instinct. like, "IF I DO NOT SAY ANYTHING, I CANNOT SAY ANYTHING STUPID AND THUS YOU WILL NOT HAVE A REASON TO ABANDON ME HERE."
i do not know what i am trying to say, but, man, i find myself annoying when i am like this but it is just inevitable. IT IS A CONUNDRUM AND A HALF.

i need to learn to dance.

also apparently i stole ice cream from c-store. i met this kid named tai last night, and he was like "you're that ballsy chick that i saw lifting ice cream from the c-store", which i thought was i odd because i have never stolen anything in my life (except that bank of america advertisement, but it was not glued to that stand so it was just ASKING to be stolen) but apparently it was during my insomnia time, and thus it is not surprising that i just walked out without paying. i kind of feel bad, except that ben and jerry's is way over-priced anyway. bastards. but, when i have been without sleep for more than 48 hours or so, i essentially attain the mental capabilities of a drunk. seriously, i have no recollection of the five days or so at brandeis during which i had an insomnia attack.
i hope i did not kill any people. though i think i would have heard about it by now.

man, this had been a mediocre intro thing. i come across as somewhat egotistical.

i am in need of seing the departed this weekend. and also an epic mtg battle of some kind.
CGX TONIGHT ROCK. except i am all anxiety ridden today so i will probably be all off my game again. the shame.

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